Happy One Year Weight Watcher Birthday to ME! (and Mom and Meg too!)
Well, I can't say that I am here to share awesome news with you this week. I am actually really down (or just really frickin' pissed!) about my week. I had the goal to hit the big 40 this week but it just didn't happen. I tracked everything, I worked out 4 times this week, and I went in feeling great. I hopped on the scale and...
Are you KIDDING ME? I wanted more that anything to just burst into tears. This is the first week ever that I totally, completely thought I would lose. And of course, everyone reminded me that week like this will "happen" and that maybe I was retaining water and so on...Luckily, my wonderful fiance texted me saying "Baby. Keep your head up. Next week will be better". And then reminded me that it was "that time of the month" and next week the scale be my friend again. After all of that said, I was still down in the dumps. I know everyone is SO supportive but really....I AM MY WORST CRITIC.
My goal this week is NOT about loosing weight or exercising. My goal this week is to STAY POSITIVE of my own self image. I still look in the mirror and see a fat girl. I FEEL good but I just don't see it. I know that my weight loss is noticeable-Ive bought all new clothes! I am just not there yet.
This week I will be there. I will look in the mirror and be proud. I will look at me and say:
"Damn girl, keep it up!"
Here is a picture of me ONE YEAR AGO:
Here is me TODAY:
Tomorrow is a new day.